I know you’ve all been waiting with baited breath.  Here it is – my life.

We did another xray on the arm today.  It’s been 12 weeks and is healed.  SWEET!!!!!  There is one small spot that’s not totally done but the new bone should be fine to protect that small part.  So, now we’re on to rehab for the shoulder.  Akdoc has been dying to get his hands on this shoulder.  He did some work after the xray today.  I think I cussed in several languages.  He decided he’ll need to bring me in at night so the other patients don’t hear me yelling at him.  heheh  Yes, I’m his worst patient – too head strong.  Anywho, it’s very sore tonight but not horribly bad.  We have 12 weeks of scar tissue to break apart.  That’s not going to be much fun for me.  He so hates to see me hurting that he wanted to send me out to have this done.  I told him no, that I trust him to do the best job on me.  (Truth is: I don’t really trust many other doctors out there.)  So, on we go.  Still not a lot of range of motion and little strength but that will come in time.

Children  **BIG SIGH**  Can anyoen say cabin fever????  They all want to be out of the house so badly.  We need our park day visit with friends so badly again.  They need to run in the air and wiggle their bodies so they stop bugging each other so much!!  Winter is by far my hardest time of the year simply because my wiggle worms can’t go wiggle as much.  Not to mention the whole arm thing this year (although, I did only have to shovel once and the neighbor guy yelled at me for doing it one handed.)  really but this winter in a weird place.

We’ve been doing so much traveling already and it’s only February.  Work has called every weekend in February and March and April are mostly booked (May too but with kid stuff mostly).  Things just never seem to stop.  I’m longing for the summer days when we don’t have anything we HAVE to do (well, other than camps or dance class) and can go to the pool or library or park at a moments notice.  I want to put peanut in the stroller and go running again.  I just want to be outside and home.  I want to tackle some of the projects around the house I just have put off because…..well, no reason.  I just didn’t feel like doing them.  I am trying to schedule myself for 2 scrapbook times each month.  Sometimes they’ll fall in the same weekend but whatever.  I love my drawing time but that just goes so fast.  I get that picture on the paper and it’s done but my brain isn’t.  I’ll go through several sheets and still not feel done.  The scrapbooking takes a bit longer and engages my brain more.  I also feel more accomplished by having the family books done.  I’m going to start a book that’s all about me and I’m really looking forward to that project.  At first I felt like I wouldn’t be able to fill it but OMG, yeah, no worries. 

Work has been just insane lately.  There are some issues with staff that need to be handled and quick.  Some people are just bugging others.  I think that overall everyone’s more irritable right now.  We’re all working on projects of our own and trying to do the best we can.  Taking the holidays off really threw my financial stuff off kilter.  I don’t have my normal buffer that I like to keep.  It’s all fine and will work itself out but it bothers me right now.  Oh, well.  We’ll get all the kinks out soon and things will sky rocket, I have no doubt!!